| Travis and Jessica |
[May. 29th, 2006|07:27 pm] |
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YAY! In about four more days, me and Travis will have been dating for two monthes! woot. I love this boy. He's so funny, he likes to try to use large words to confuse people and sound incredibly intelligent, and it doesn't work on me, so I laugh at him when he tries to pull it on me, and then I watch him squirm. Uh... yeah. Hes cute and tiny, with large beautiful green eyes. *sigh* and crap I have to go now. But I can not leave with out saying this: Jessica, it kind of hurts my feelings when you tease me and travis and say we make you sick and what not. I guess I don't really show it, but its kind of mean. Not to mention when you try to imitate us or something its just really rude and its not like we're the only couple to like eachother and show it, so stop. Its not funny to me. And I think half the time you make up funny stuff just so you can laugh at us. Some friends say that you're jealous, but I'm gonig to trust my instincts and say I don't agree with them, so I'm not saying you are, but it seems like it. Sooo yeah. I love you, but please stop the making fun of thing. You're my best friend and I don't really like being angry with you. |
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[May. 18th, 2006|01:03 pm] |
Today, my Darling, is a day of sorrow. We mourn for the lives we have left behind and fear the ones we are about to lead. I brought you into this world twice. First I was the doctor who pulled you out of your dead mother's womb. Now I am your savior, giving to you my immortality and my wisdom of life. My blood flows through your veins and yours through mine. You are mine now, forever until the end of eternity.
This is what I do when I get bored. It probably sounds like another book, as do all things that are written. I don't know, maybe I'll continue writing on this and create an "original" story/book out of it. Did I ever mention that I dream to be an author. The best in the world, might I add. Oh and I am dating a boy. His name is Travis and I am dearly in love with him. Sarah and Jessica know all about this. Tee hee hee. I won't even let him read the stories I have written so far. Partly because it tortures him, partly because I don't let anyone read them except Mark Wayne, a councilor, and Kayla Garvey |
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| this is angering |
[Mar. 5th, 2006|05:32 am] |
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ok... nate long, is nice.... sorta... but he started telling people that we were dating, and we're not. then when i finally tell him this, and he gets it, he asks me to the dance on stage in front of an audience during the mr, jaguar competition. and then he expects me to say "YES" ????? crazy fool. I don't like him like that. and he knows it. other than that, some other "wonderful" things have been gonig on. notice how wonderful is writen in quotations marks.... yeah, my ex bf is a real jerk. i've asked him, told him, cried at him, screamed at him, to leave me alone and not talk to me anymore. but does he listen? no, of course not. and what's worse, is that he's also spreading rumors to alot of people, (that i care about,) that are comeplete bull shit. its so annoying because i know one of the ones hes spoken to is my major crush kevin, and i don't know if kevin beleives him or whatever, cuz well he hasn't said anything. not a word. so this is pissing me off, because not only is my ex being an ass, well, hes probably ruining any chance i might have in the slightest with kevin. ahhhhhh. i want to cry. things are just not going my way recently. So...other than that...well... i'm tired... i just got home from the mr. jaguar thing and now i need food and sleep. aauugg. i like kevin too much. Its so stupid. when kevin didn't ask me to be his escort for this competition, i didn't think much of it. but when people started asking me why he didn't ask me, i started to feel bad. and then its stupid, yet again, that the girl he did ask, even though she's nice and i don't have anything against her, well when she was up on stage with her, ahhh i was so envious. i wanted to be there in her spot. i want him to like me, but i don't want to fuck things up. i'm so glad no one really reads this. oh and if someone happens to come across this post, and they happen to know who kevin is, and if he just happens to read this.... well... yeah. maybe it'll straighten a few things out. i already told him i like him, now its his turn to start feeling confused. maybe this will confuse him. mwa hahahaha. i mean.. maybe it will convince him that he really does like me.... because ya know, i'm just that awesome.... well no... not really but.... ah screw it. he'll never read this, and if he wants to believe me ex, then fine, maybe he wasn't worth it anyways. ....
but i know its gonig to be awhile before i'm over him. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|05:23 am] |
| You Are The Godfather Ice Cream | 
Someone crosses you, and they'll end up with a scoop of this in their bed |
| You Are Rain | 
You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.
Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.
You are best known for: your touch
Your dominant state: changing |
yay quizes |
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|04:47 am] |
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Ok... so yeah... alot of you who are on this thing, know who I like. So I guess I don't really have to name name's. So here it goes:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I can't stand this. I gave him a Valentine, I've tried so hard to make it obvious so that I mgiht get some feed-back so I could know if it were safe to "advance". I have my friend Brandon, who is also his friend, who knows that I like my crush, and thinks he knows if my crush likes me back or not. BUT Brandon doesn't want to get into the middle of it, just in case he might be wrong. I understand this, but GAHHHHH I want to know so badly. Does he like me? Is he really still that blind, as to my feelings towards him? Or is he not sure of things, like me, and doesn't know what to do? If only some one could show me a sign..... I really, really like this guy. And....well.... I just don't know. I guess I probably sound a little pathetic and desperate, and maybe I am. But I don't know what to say. I want to know if he likes me or not, just so I can know. Whether if that means I can speak my true feelings, or back off and give up. Jessica, you said that friends could always become more than friends, but I don't want to push it. I mean, I don't want our friendship to end, just because of how I feel. I'd rather be his friend, and know that theres no chance, then to never know which way is up and have our friendship ruined/jeopardized. I'm... just... so....... angry at myself. I don't think I've ever fallen like this before, and I hate how its turning out. I like him too much, and the dance increased these feelings. Maybe it didn't look so special from where you were standing, and maybe it didn't sound so wonderful from the discriptions I've given, but I loved that night, and nothing could top that night. I felt so right being near him and being with him. And in his own unique way, I think, THINK, that he showed signs of liking me back. But maybe thats just my imagination running away from me and turning things into what I want them to be. Hopefully not. Hopefully everything was real, and the way I perceived them, was the way they really were. Maybe I'm just torturing myself. |
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| yep |
[Feb. 9th, 2006|12:53 pm] |
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I am back people and apparently dead too.... YAY MAFIA!!!!! ....maybe a german mafia since i'm not italian |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2005|03:18 pm] |
Its been so long hasn't it? half the people i talk to on here are gone and have a myspace just like me, and now don't care about this whole thing, its so unadvanced.
Things have changed in this world, and just in me. summer has come and now theres so many things to do and yet no time, either that or there's all the time in the world but nowhere to go and nothing to do. Time flies by and the world grows old, while I'm just sitting here, watching mold grow. eww. i miss andy, i have a feeling i won't get to see him as often as we hope or plan. i started gonig to a new swing dance class and its awesome. after the class ends, i stay and just hang out and dance to my hearts content. sucks how andy doesn't like to dance too, cuz hes probably never going to come.lost in bordom, i'll be gonig now. |
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| If only you knew |
[May. 17th, 2005|07:57 pm] |
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ok so it has been forever since i have really been on this thing and right now i am thoroughly distirbed and only one of these readers will know why. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU CREEPY MAN YOU!!!!!! anyways......... so yeah, i am in the mood to talk so yeah... but i don't know what to talk about. or do i? for all of you who know me and are reading this write a comment annonomously of something secretive or special that happened to you or around you. special... regretful... painfull... love..ful(?) anything. and sarah wade... i'm really sorry about your cat mimi... shaved to nothing and left with no dignity!!! |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|03:18 pm] |
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| You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.
Hot | | 75% | Exciting | | 69% | Sweet | | 69% | Violent | | 63% | Shy | | 44% | Awkward | | 44% | Wet | | 38% | Soft | | 38% | </td>
What is your sexual style?
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|03:03 pm] |
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| |  in need of sleep...and food | ] |
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| | Music that Kid-over-shoulder is listening to yes i CAN hear | ] |
You're Devi...very cool. You are probably the
sanest insane person out there. You are doomed
to never find another soul you can connect
with. Luckily enough, the only thing you really
care about is painting. If you don't
paint...you go mad. GO YOU!
Famous quote: "I don't remember being
retarded."
What "Johnny the Homicidal Maniac" Character Do You Most Resemble?
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There, I did you test andy, happy now? I am.... sorta... I'd rather had gotton Johnny, MWA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ha
I'm tired right now, cuz i just finished a computers test, and i also just got outa science where i got plastered. (lol) I'm also hungry... haven't eaten today... On my period, so I'm also in pain... I miss Kasey And Kayla, i think currnetly kayla more cuz i can see kasey at school when ever I want basicly. I think I have alot to complain about today. ... for instance, I don't want to have the weekend come because I have to go shopping for a dress, cuz I"m gonna be in a parade, and I'm gonna haveta be a princess.... (stephine is the queen... who woulda guessed it?) So yeah.. But I prolly can also go get andy our 6th montheversary present... YAY its coming up this wednesday... not today wednesday... but next wednesday... and don't worry i think i'm reminding myself more than you... sleepy sleepy sleepy.... Andy... I love you... and no you can't know what I'm gonna get you... but I think you might like it... (tee hee hee) I'm gonna go now... up peace out to all my homies and word yall... |
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| I hate my family |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|06:34 pm] |
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Ok, just got back from Albion, (town on the coast of Cal.), and want to sleep and eat, but mostly show off my new wet siut my aunt lori gave me,(I'm the only one who fits it now, or even close to it) I was soo happy because i want to start diving for fun on a semi-regular basis, and wet suits cost one hell of a lota money, when they offered it to me i was like wow, thats so cool, i'm like speechless. So other than that i went swimming in the ocean hung out with cousins, and wanted to kick John's ass (Cousin of my cousin or something like it) hes uch a typical boy/christian. Hes so "I'm right and you're wrong, I'm holy and you're part of an evil occult and are going to burn in hell" I wanted to kill him, i'm okay with chrisians but i'm not okay with the sons of bitches thinking that their beliefs are the only ones out there and everything else is some type of mass delusion. (sp?) KILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways, met new family member that i didn't even know existed. Shawn or Sean, or Shaun, how ever you want to spell it. Hes a semi-round, 13 year old, mamma's boy with glasses and hair almost like napolean dynamyte. One other thing that might be worth mentioning is the fact that i come to this family get-to-gether thing reading to pretend all innocent like i always have to because they're all the kind of people who just don't get my sense of humor or think i'm crude or whatever only because they live in their own little box and hide from the reality of this world. At least thats what they WOULD think had they known who i really am. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHA, ok anyways, so icome to this thing all innocent and realize as i search through my bag for dry clothes the night i arrive that i brought, my fairer shirt where shes half naked, my pants with all the writing on it like "death" and stuff, my other two shirts that say, "ALCATRAZ PSYCO WARD OUT PATIENT" and "Its people like you that give psycos like me a bad name" I was all oh shit, and then i look at the shirt i'm gonig to wear to bed and it says "don't let your mind wander, its too small to be out on its own" And I think oh crap i might as well walk around naked.
Other than that, i want andy to call because he is supposedly coming home today just like me andi miss him!!! OH well, i guess i'l suffer somewhere else, and by the way... no specific reason, but I LOVE YOU KASEY!!!!!!!!!!!! Felt like saying it, don't know why, but i do so its okay. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2005|07:31 pm] |
You Are A Hazelnut Tree |
You're a charmer with a killer sense of humor.
You are very demanding, but you can also be very understanding.
No matter what, you always make a lasting impression - you're quite popular.
Passionate, you are an active fighter for social causes and politics.
In general, you are moody, honest, a perfectionist, and very sexual. |
hear that? VERY SEXUAL!!!!! gee i wonder.... |
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[Mar. 29th, 2005|02:57 pm] |
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| | chanting of KAYLA | ] |
KAYLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! will be coming over tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! then tomorrow.... OFF TO THE MALL AND THEN SHOPPING WITH ALL MY BIRTHDAY MONEY!!!!!!
oh yesterday, i went ice skating, and got called a babe by two complete strangers, icky boys, 15 though, highlight of my day, no really it was, they also called me a chick and got their asses kicked.
MUST GO CLEAN FOR KAYLA!!!!!! |
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[Mar. 28th, 2005|09:39 am] |
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| | Its my party and i can kick your ass if i want to | ] |
Its my birthday, and i'm gonna kick your ass.... well maybe not, but i could.... i guess..... i dunno.......... how big are you?........ are you scarey?.......... ummmmmm......... CAKE!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Friggin AWESOME |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|11:03 am] |
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| |  friggin awesome | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ~~trance and techno~~ | ] |
Dude, the coolest thing, my dad, being the rebel that he is, got a motorcycle, its shiney and stuff and just really cool. Don't ask me to tell you any details cuz i'm not much of a car or other transportation kind of a person. I might be able to answer some though... BUT OMG, i got the first ride on it and its so cool!!!!!!!!!! my butt is still vibrating!!!!!! lol ok thats all... still bummed about andy being gone... ummm I'm feeling better though... *coughs up lungs* *hack* nasty flavor.. ok yeah, bye now i guess |
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[Mar. 25th, 2005|05:00 pm] |
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Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
March
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.
Today is the first day of spring break and guess what? I'm sick, everything hurts, my head is killing me my throat is gross, my nose is stuffed, and sleeping doesn't come easily even when nightquill (sp?) is being drunk by the bottle. GAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! what a wonderful way of spending my vaca, huh? and to top that off, Andy will be gone all of the vacation untill sunday before we get back to school. i miss him. *sigh of sadness*
My b-day party was better than i thought, we wrestled, and silly stringed ourselves out. we also attacked chris, and he wound up with some bite marks from all us girls and a hicky from sarah. DONT DENY IT, IT WAS A HICKY AND SARAH IT WAS FROM YOU!!!! lol, it was soo much fun, we stood out in the rain also and i got completely soaked, so did andy. Andy unhooked my bra when i wasn't looking, and so when i shoved him into the bathroom to see the pig tails i put in his hair, he ran his hand up my back making me realize what he did and so i shoved him out fixed my bra and then walked out myself, but only in time to see everyones expression go from "what" to "what were you two doing?!!!!" and chris sitting there pretending he saw nothing. three 12 packs of soda was down to about 3 sodas after everyone left and the cake was all for me!!!! but instead i brought it to school and shared it with my friends. am i nice or what? |
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[Mar. 19th, 2005|03:04 pm] |
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This sucks, today is the day of my b-day party and yet of all the people i invited the majority either can't come because of random reasons or people died. i thought the reason i was having my party early was so people can come, but no i just had to be wrong. I had to plan for it now. damn people for dying. maybe i'll take what little people come to the movies, reward them or something, i dunno, i just hella want to crawl into a hole and die right now. this is not how things were supposed to end up. But i can't let this get me down. |
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| You bend my mind around |
[Mar. 17th, 2005|05:04 pm] |
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ever meet a person?
A person that makes you laugh, and a person that makes you think?
A person who destroys you while you think you're having fun?
Ever walk away, and realize its not all fun and games?
Ever meet a person that makes you feel this way?
ever meet a person?
Someone you think is great?
Someone you think is unique?
But turns out to be like the other ones
And makes you cry in the end?
I met you boy,
You're a vicious, medling boy,
You can take my heart,
string it up,
make me your puppet
Make me your toy.
You get what you want
And smile as if i told a secret
You bend my mind around
Trying to say you're smarter
But I can see right through you
These tricks and these words
I know your real goal now
But I won't give away this secret.
Yes you're right in assuming,
What you think you know
But theres so much more you didn't get
And maybe I'll let you keep on playing. |
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|03:09 pm] |
I'm also cooler than kasey.. and the hating is mutual. ... I love you kasey!!! (again) |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|03:07 pm] |
I'm worth more than kasey!! i love you kasey!!! |
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